How did it go so wrong? Was it something I did? I just seems so crazy to me. I did not see it coming. I thought we were happy together. We were married for 8 years. He told me he wanted to go out to eat, to have some real food. I thought that was a little harsh, but I agreed to go out. He seemed so distant at dinner. I could tell something was wrong, and I kept asking but he didn’t want to tell me what was wrong.

He did not talk to me at all. That night he went straight to bed. When he was asleep I decided to look through his cell phone for something to clue me in to what was going on with him. The texts I found were horrible; he had been having a relationship with another woman.

I felt sick like someone had punched me in the stomach. Many thoughts went through my mind. What do I do? I was up all night trying to think of what to do. I woke him up in the morning and asked him about the woman. He didn’t say much he just started packing his stuff. I tried to talk to him through, all the tears. I was so angry, but mostly I felt hurt. All you said was I haven’t been happy for a while, you should have seen this coming.

When he was gone I felt so stupid, like I was the biggest fool in the world. The next few weeks were like a blur. I didn’t even stick with my diet and my Paleo Diet RecipesI was supposed to be preparing went to waste. I wasn’t eating anything. I felt too sick to eat. I took time off of work and I just stayed in the house. I felt so depressed.